From the time I was a child I was taught that ghosts were
just
basically figments of the imagination, that what people see was not
really there. With that engrained in my mind I grew to be very
skeptical of those who claimed to "see ghosts".
When I was 15, my family moved into a double-wide trailer in a small
town of East Tennessee. It was a snug place, surrounded by woods and
1/4 mile from the road. Strangely enough, after we moved in, we found
shotgun holes in the walls in my parent's bedroom and bath. My
brother had heard a rumor that our house was once a meth house and
someone had been shot and killed there. I shrugged it off, thinking
this was unlikely that we had really moved into an old drug house.
We were there a year and things were fairly calm. The dog would bark
at random unseen things, but we figured it was because she was
getting old.
The door to my bedroom started slowly opening at random
times, thinking it was just a problem with the old trailer door; I'd
ignore it and go about my business.
One night I was awakened by the
sound of hearing someone walking around outside my window. I knew it
wasn't an animal; the distinct sound of human footfall snapping the
limbs beneath its weight was so vivid. I immediately got up and
looked out my window, seeing no one there. It scared me, but again I
shrugged it off. I told myself it was just my imagination, and that I
was just paranoid.
A few months went by and fall came around. The night of the
mysterious sound outside my window had fallen to the back of my mind.
But one night changed my view and my thoughts on ghost forever.
I went to bed that night and went through my nightly ritual of
shutting my door, climbing into bed and turning off my light.
I fell
into a deep sleep.
At 2:30am, I remember it so vividly, I suddenly
wake up. Just out of habit I look at my door and it is open. Within a
space of just a few seconds a figure of a lady walked into my
doorway. From her came a bright white light, it filled my room. I was
mesmerized. She looked at me with grey eyes, and I felt my body being
lifted into the sitting upright position. I closed my eyes and tried
to turn away but I couldn't. I kept thinking to myself 'Don't go into
the light!' (Have to thank the scriptwriters of Poltergeist for that
one) but whatever was pulling me was too strong. I honestly thought I
was going to die. After what seemed like an eternity, I was finally
sitting up. I decided to open my eyes to what I thought would be my
last time and when I did the light disappeared. My room was dark, and
whatever was holding me up let go and I fell back onto my bed. I
tried to move, I was numb. I tried to speak, I couldn't make a sound.
I watched the clock for 10minutes before I began to get feeling
again.
Once I was able to move, I ran to my parent's room and told them
what happened. They told me I was dreaming and to go back to bed. I
couldn't. I slept on the couch, did that for a few weeks. The whole
ordeal really shook me up.
What was interesting, my brother also claimed to have been woken up
around 2:30 to see a figure of a woman peering around the doorframe
at him. Also on another occasion, seeing a figure walk from my room
to his around the same time.
This scared me, and with no one to talk to I turned to my pastor.
He gave me scripture to read, and I read those and prayed every night
after that. I never saw her again.
Although I saw her once, the image has forever been engraved into
my mind. I am now a firm believer in ghosts.
Was she a ghost of a
murdered woman? I don't know, I just know that whoever she was...she
still had a presence in that house.
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